Finally

It seems I've been in a "funk" with posting to my blog. I've attempted 4 times, yes 4, to type out a post. For a number of reasons, I chose to delete the post or just not even bothering to submit it. I'm not too sure what the problem is, but I'm working on fixing it.

I started this blog for so many reasons. Mostly, to be able to read a post that I typed a year ago and see how I've changed as a person. I've been able to see how I have matured both as an individual and an EMT. I look back on last year and realize my fears as an EMT were truly nothing. Yes, I was told this last year but sometimes, or at least with me, I have to go through it. I have to see it for myself.

So, like I was saying, I started this blog for GOOD reasons. Just like I made a twitter account for good intentions. I have seen the person I've become. And I'm proud. I constantly hear how I have a good head on my shoulder and for once, I believe what people are seeing in me. I have goals.. dreams.. and than a sense of reality of what can be & will be achieved. I look back on my stresses from this year and laugh. People can say and believe what they want. Whatever helps them feel better and sleep better at night. I'm done trying to make excuses for people and for their bitter and hurtful comments about me, and the ones I love the most. One day, I sincerely hope they can move on with their life, stop being bitter and be happy.It's time to move on with life and leave the bitter and vindictive side behind.

In two weeks, the semester will be over. My criminal justice professor said on the first day of class, that this semester will be over before we know it. And gosh, she was SO right. I can't believe the 4 months have already passed. I'm in the final stretch.. just about one exam left for each class and I'll be done. I'm doing really well(not many people are as shocked as I am lol) in my classes. Especially my forensic science class. That class has taught me so much, and as much as the lab days and reports suck, I'll miss the class.

The holidays are just around the corner and to me, it doesn't feel like it! I've started some Christmas shopping, but like every year, I'll probably finish up the week of Christmas. I'll always be a procrastinator! I have my Christmas morning, afternoon and night already planned. Spending it with my family, along with the boyfriend's. Looking forward to it.

And mostly, I'm looking forward to 2010. It's a brand new year and one that could hold so many possibilities.

Until I find the motivation to post again, be safe everyone! Oh, and enjoy the snow. :)

Times Square

- Posted from my iPhone

Black and White

Maybe it's just me but I have a love for black and white photos. I can't really explain why I love photos in black and white, but I know I just do. You see, in colorless photos, your subject(s) become the main focus. You don't focus on the make-up, the bad sunburn, the teeth you wish were whiter, or the fact that your back round isn't as well lite as you had hoped. It's about the smiles, laughter or even a candid moment.




Although by no stretch of the imagination am I a great photographer, I like to think I am making progress. It's funny how you look at the world differently once you start thinking of all the cool shots you could get.But than your reminded the lense you need costs entirely too much money, lol.

Flowers

Just Another Sunday!!

Another Sunday night, which means another week has passed us. Currently having the "set it and forget it" mentality as I upload pictures to my flickr web site. Because I'm uploading over 100 photos, it's going to take awhile.

After a difficult Friday&Saturday I'm glad that the work weekend is over. Thank goodness for Dayquil seeing as it's made me feel 100% better. Let me just tell you, having a horrible cold is bad enough, but tack on a massive migraine and tell me how you feel! Grateful to be feeling better!

As my photos continue to upload I keep glancing at a new of my favorite ones. I'm glad I'm getting over this "fear". As I look back on some things, I realized I didn't appreciate it as much as I should have. I was blessed with an opportunity to go to Italy and France in 2006. I look back on my photos and realize I didn't nearly take enough. Than again, I didn't have the knowledge of photos and all the fun and cool tricks you could do. But, as in life, you learn from your past. So I'm doing my best to take more pictures and capture priceless memories. I look forward to so many more good days like today's was. It was beautiful weather and it was a day I needed after a very long work weekend.

Here are some photos from today.. mind you, I took over 100 pictures and Chris took way more than I did!!







Guess it's time to prepare for another week of work, school, and fun. Have a great night everyone!

Where Were You Ref's?

Just Some Pictures Taken Today